When my day is black and I don’t wanna go home
When my heart is cracked I would like to live on my own
When I found a reason not to [bad word] you
Your abyss [bad word] my season I’ll break my way through

When I’m misunderstood, feel out of the right place
I would go up in smoke if I could but not lose my face
When you tell me things I don’t wanna hear
Just out of decency I don’t disappear

These are the moments, these are the days
When I wish to be dead I miss my living space
It’s too cold, too sweat, to warm to freeze
And the weight on my shoulders is so heavy that I fall on my knees
I [bad word] away, I cannot hide
Everything’s wrong and nothing’s right
I lose myself, my world [bad word] small
I wish I could be invisible

I invisible?

When injustice stinks to high heaven and I cannot prevent it
When you betray me so obviously and think I’ll forget it
When you cheat me again and again and build a house of lies
Not knowing that every tear can make me colder than ice