This is my first confession my father its
so hard spilling my heart like gaza strip
so far im scarred like its part of my skin
its carved in by anger my cardanal sin
my heart large as a lion
the stingers barb had to hit steve now i believe im dyin
i need your guidance need the light thats whiter
the the silas needing your vibrance
to silence the violent voices the poison
avoid the poison the paranoid choices destroying
the gift of life that you gave me
maybe a kiss goodnight from your lady the meaning of life
then why woould you make a world when you scream help they hide
know why cause lifes a [bad word] and im still here gotta thank god for it
 [bad word] 

But im falling what else can i say im fadin away
im fading away im fading away
im falling what else can i say im fadin away
im fading away im fading away

VERSE 2-

its been two years since the last time we spoke
i broke the codes of the cannon law you wrote
the stone [bad word] feels outlandish live by the laws or vanish
banished to pandoras box
if im real sorry and branish a cross am i lost
for my life time yeah you watch as a witness
done some real dumb [bad word] [bad word] need your forgiveness
a sickness its self inflicted my world revolved around girls
an egyptian curse an addiction swimming in 
ma said show women the respect they deserve
six six six isnt fiction either listen or your existace will burn
or the tables will turn on you
those ladies are humans too you abused that
and i knew did it for amusement
now its on my back like a baboon grooming
assuming your losing your patience
if i regain your grace will i hav a place in ur kingdom
or am i facing extinction the day where the human race starts sinking
is near pardon my heart almighty
just another part of society im sorry

Yeah i lied and i stole from thy neighbour
fornicated way yeah i played up
i havent made a sunday mass since twelve
will i ever leave this world

Yeah i lied and i stole from thy neighbour
fornicated way yeah i played up
my behaviour is blasphemy
will it [bad word] back to me we'll jus to wait n see
 [bad word] 

But im falling what else can i say im fadin away
im fading away im fading away
im falling what else can i say im fadin away
im fading away im fading away