Your [bad word] white.
Your eyes were wild.
Your mother cursed the day
that she ever had such a child.
You stole all the flowers and I drank all the wine.
I [bad word] it all away
on the night I couldn't stop crying.

We made up new constellations
freezing at night on the beach.
I was prepared to learn
and you were prepared to teach me.
But on the ships I could not captain.
You navigate our way through the sea
but I sank below the waves.
I sank below the waves
on the night I couldn't stop crying.