I’m broken down
 Try to keep firmly on the ground
 When walking through that open door

I’m risking it all
 But it’s a chance I got to take
 Better to be than be for gone

‘Cause I’m out of control
 And so insecure
 But it only makes me want it more
 The harder I try
 The further it seems to slip away

You keep pulling me down
 Can’t take any more
 I’m fighting this battle on my own
 Should I surrender if I fall

I [bad word] 
 I’m only hiding from myself
 I feel like I suffocate
 I gotta get away
 I’m only hiding from the [bad word] 
 I feel like I suffocate
 I [bad word]  [bad word] 

There’s something inside
 Staring me right into my eyes
 I’m [bad word] my conscious as my friend

I try and I try
 But you just keep me holding on
 When will this nightmare ever end

‘Cause I’m out of control
 And so insecure
 But it only makes me want it more
 The harder I try
 The further it seems to slip away

You keep pulling me down
 Can’t take any more
 I’m fighting this battle on my own
 Should I surrender if I fall

I [bad word] 
 I’m only hiding from myself
 I feel like I suffocate
 I gotta get away
 I’m only hiding from the [bad word] 
 I feel like I suffocate
 [bad word]  [bad word] 
 Get away
 [bad word]