I see my world collapse
While my [bad word] collide
Confusion won my inspiration
My times alone I won`t forget
Yet fear of loss makes me regret
My soul, it lays broken
But I just can`t pretend
It won`t show on the surface
Sure you`ll understand

My [bad word] inspiration
And realisation
Your contamination
My incarnation
Can`t hide the lie
And those tears I cry
I yearned for [bad word] 
Eventually... 

Losing my faith only took me a second
Finding my illusions, impenetrable
Presume I`d seduce you
With my loneliness
My soul, it lays broken
But I just can`t pretend
It won`t show on the surface
Sure you`ll understand

„All my impressions that I faced and the answers I sought.
The illusions that I chased and the pain it caused,
Slumbered by violet skies and the bloodred seas
Through unreal forests and abandoned outlands.
Regardless of what I learned, despite of what I feel.
None of it all solves my loss.”