I screamed your name 
But don't make a sound. 
I'm drowning now. 
You're nowhere to be found. 

I could just drift to sleep 
To just escape everything. 

I hope this all a dream 
Cause lately things aren't what they seem to be. 

I screamed your name 
But don't make a sound. 
I'm drowning now. 
You're nowhere to be found. 

I [bad word] up with excuses 
To keep myself from feeling useless. 

I hope this all a dream 
Cause lately things aren't what they seem to be. 

Why won't it rain for me? 
I'd rather be dead than just asleep.