I would like to see 
What [bad word] of me 
reason, a failure, displaced it be 

I would like to know 
When he will drown 
Connected, convicted, technology 

Green turns into grey* 
but way too slow 
Progression, depression, we suffocate 
The lyin' and all the cryin' 
Decision, [bad word] 
 [bad word] ] 
The rest is not real, but that is a lie 
Beneath me I see the falling sky 

I shut my eyes to see better times 
All for, [bad word] more, but in vain 
I saw the madness, our weakness  [bad word]  [bad word]  no wonder I m insane 
 [bad word] 2x] 

When I look around 
When I try to remember 
When I look around to a better time 

When I look around 
When I try to remember 
When I look around, I start to dream 

Tell me what you think 
Tell me, am I sick? 
Desperation, termination, rebuilt 
Goodbye my dear 
Defeated, deleted, it was a guilt 
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