I always thought I had a pitch-black mind
Surrounding voices change my view
I feel fine now, it is a shame how I found out:
A) When I was a kid I was full of hate
B) Couldn't save the teenager that never felt blame
C) Thought I blazed a path on a dead end street
Always [bad word] 
D) None of these are an excuse for the person
I've avoided
And all you [bad word] in denial
Looks like you'll have to get there soon
to wait awhile

Before you send me off in a nailed shut box

Stopped feeling insecure with what was said
Indifferent to the voice attatched to the head
"What we will [bad word]  is how we choose"
Fight like a dumb man when you make him think
You stay afloat for now, but surely you'll sink
With synthetic friends
Now I conclude, I won't confide in you

Hypocrite please, you know the [bad word] 
you're just to "happy" to decide it
Like a prediction in a nursery ryhme
To shut me up you'll have to wait a whole life time

Before you send me off in nailed shut box
please let me know
Before you send me off in a nailed shut box
Please let me know