In my darkest days in my fits of rage 
No regard for life all alone in a knife fight 
An inner beast would never let me find peace 
With morbid visions inflicting incisions 
I swore to use my fists 'til I slashed my wrists 
I [bad word] death most nights 
But had to settle my scores right 
All that I could feel was grief and pain 
Desired my [bad word] - I was going insane 
From the miserable depths of a faded soul 
Spilled the vows or redemption - In a world so cold 
Before I threw it all away 
I'd make mother [bad word] pay 
I wouldn't go out without one last bout 
 [bad word] away - For my soul I pray 
Redemption declared - On my soul I swear 

Will I ever [bad word] rest in peace? 
My life as a battle that would never cease 
At war with myself my family and friends 
My life my belief the pain never ends 
Now it's too late to ever make a change 
This negativity has got me [bad word] deranged 
Living this life always felt so strange 
But death is forever burning in flames 
 [bad word] away - For my soul I pray 
Redemption declared - On my soul I swear 

No life was wasted 'cause I made my peace 
Don't shed no tears for me 
My soul has been released 
Enemy to the world myself and all others 
There is no life my sickness smothers 
I feel sometimes like life did me wrong 
Seeking revenge since the day I was born 
 [bad word] away - For my soul I pray 
Redemption declared - On my soul I swear