Living everyday through this nightmare no signs of waking up
Surrounded by my fear and [bad word] paralysed here I stand

So I surrender now, and give up on myself
Been sinking for so long, I'm one to deep now
How much more can I bear? Seems no one even cares
I'm drowning in a sea of desperation

Suicide [bad word] that I crave
Kill me now and send me to my grave
Suicide you're listening to me
Let me die and finally be free
Suicide salvation from my pain
My demise humanity to blame
Suicide my life is in your hands
Suicide stay by my side

I've tried over and over again, still you see, I can't hang on
Hopelessly I lie and wait for redemption, as I slowly drift away

Drink of the poison now and take my final bow
Don't know what lies ahead I'll take that chance though
For all that I've been through don't know what else to do
(I kiss my life goodbye so hear my last words...)

Suicide [bad word] that I crave
Kill me now and send me to my grave
Suicide you're listening to me
Let me die and finally be free
Suicide salvation from my pain
My demise humanity to blame
Suicide my life is in your hands
Suicide stay by my side

Suicide, be my guide, embrace me now, so I can die

Suicide [bad word] that I crave
Kill me now and send me to my grave
Suicide you're listening to me
Let me die and finally be free
Suicide salvation from my pain
My demise humanity to blame
Suicide my life is in your hands
Suicide stay by my side

by my side....!

IN MY LIFE!