"I understand procedure, I understand war, I [bad word] and regulations. I don't understand sorry." Charles Milles Manson

You must feel [bad word] 
'Cause your mind feels such temptation,
And your ways appear a total lack of faith.

You may feel elation,
At your body's re-creation,
And that joy you need, restricted by one thought.

Are you forever- loss of purpose in a passive life,
Are you forever- pale, regarded as a waste of time.

High times are courageous,
But it [bad word] they suit no purpose,
Induced, reduced, unable and afraid...

Can you feel rejection,
And a lack of motivation,
And the joy you need, restricted and delayed.

Are you forever- loss of purpose in a passive life
Are you forever- pale, regarded as a waste of time