i am broken and terrible at this
game and im heralding every
thing that i hate about me so
that it's external and out of
reach when im grasping at straws to
justify everything going
on in my head when im feeling
some type of feeling in between

angry and horny or maybe
horny and miserable
set and hard but invisible
on the bed waiting for him until
he's going in for the kill
kill for the killer kick instill
all your values in me cos still
i am broken and terrible

i wish you cared enough to hate me
to hit me and shake me
and it's devastating youre too
indifferent to fake it youre too
indifferent to fake it, [bad word] to take it
pocket full of aces
why won't you hate me

im endlessly awake and
waiting for you to say
anything at all i guess
or at least to walk away

it's effortlessly depraved
i'm baiting you display
anything at all i guess
or at least to walk away

i wish you cared enough to hate me
to hit me and shake me
and it's devastating youre too
indifferent to fake it youre too
indifferent to fake it, [bad word] to take it
pocket full of aces
why won't you hate me

i'm especially amazed
you're still lying in wait
i imagine that's what it is
since youre not walking away

erogenous and in pain
and blanketed by the rain
emotionless during 
but ever desperate to stay

i wish you cared enough to hate me
to hit me and shake me
and it's devastating youre too
indifferent to fake it youre too
indifferent to fake it, [bad word] to take it
pocket full of aces
why won't you hate me