Shineba...?

Atashira de kimeta n'da
Aitsu wa mushi [bad word] n'da tte
Aitsu ni kakawatta yatsu wa
matomete tsubushichaeba ii yo ne?

TAAGETTO wa atashi da
Dare ka uwasa [bad word] n'da
"Aitsu tte mukatsuku ne?"
Nanka sonna tanjun na wake de

Saikin osen ni kakatte
Kimi wa nogarerarenai ya
Saikin kokoro mo yande
Itai, itai, itai, itai, itai

"Tasukete" tte omotte mo
Mikata nante dare mo inai n'da [bad word]  tte omotte mo
Nigeba nante doko ni mo nai n'da

Dare mo kamo sagesunda
Atashi o [bad word] yaritai no...?
Kokoro ga [bad word] n'da
Atashi wa doko eto [bad word] no...?

Dare ka o michizure ni [bad word] Dare ka ni [bad word] yatte
Hayaku raku ni naritai yo

Atashi ni te o sashi nobete
Yasashiku [bad word] kureta koe
"Gomen ne" tte [bad word] kara

Saikin osen ni kakatte
Kimi wa mou shinjirarenai ya
Saikin "joushiki" mo yande
Kirei ni mo irenai ya

Saikin osen hirogatte
Kimi wa tsuyoku naritai ya
Saite ikiraretatte
Itai, itai, itai, itai, itai

Saikin osen ni kakatte...

Saikin osen mo osamatte
Kibun wa mou yoku natta
Ano ko ni [bad word] no de
Aha, aha, aha, ahahaha...

Saikin osen ni kakatte
Kizu wa mou fusagannai ya
Saitan de tobioritatte
Kirei ni mo shine nai ya

Saikin osen hirogatte
Kimira mou dare mo inai ya
Saishuu teki wa hitori de
Itai, itai, itai, itai, itai, itai
Itai, itai, itai, itai, itai, itai
Itai
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"Kill yourself." "We've decided." "We're going to ignore her."
"We'll embarrass everybody involved with her, right? XD"
I'm their target. I heard someone whispering it. "Doesn't she get our nerves? XD"
Just like that
Contaminated by bacteria
You got stuck in this situation
My heart has been eaten away
It hurts, hurts, hurts, hurts, hurts
No matter how much
"I want to be saved"
Nobody is my friend
No matter how much
"I feel painful"
No place can make me relieved
Everybody despises me
What do you want to do with me..?
My heart breaks into million pieces
To where am I vanishing..?
Taking somebody down with me
I contaminate that somebody
To make myself feel beter
Giving her hand to me
She was really kind
"I'm sorry," I promise to apologize her
Contaminated by bacteria
You're not worth of believing
Lately even [bad word] sense" is eaten away
I can't hold my purity
Since bacteria contamination has spread
You want to be tougher
Even if you could survive
It hurts, hurts, hurts, hurts, hurts
Bacteria contamination is gone
I'm feeling much better
I transmittied it to her
Aha Aha Aha Ahaha
Everybody is contaminated by bacteria
Wounds are incurable
Despite killing themselves by jumping right after contaminated
They can't even die with grace
Bacteria contamination has spread
None of you are around here
I'm eventually alone
It hurts, hurts, hurts, hurts, hurts
hurts, hurts, hurts, hurts, hurts
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