Your memory leaves me mystified
As if I'd been on the other side
Like diving in the ocean feels like
I'm moving in slow motion
I said, this strong faith I can't ignore
We will reach another shore

There was nothing anyone could do
There was nothing anyone could say
I thought my faith would not go away

Knowing now, what everybody knew
So absurd thinking this is [bad word] I felt heaven, when we kissed
But now I know - you don't exist

I said, I'll give you anything at all
And will be there when you call
Don't want this moment to slip away
By your side I want to lay
I said, when I loose my destination
I look at you for inspiration

There was nothing anyone could do
There was nothing anyone could say
I thought my faith would not go away

Knowing now, what everybody knew
So absurd thinking this is [bad word] I felt heaven, when we kissed
But now I know - you don't exist

Not a dream, it is for real
Noone can change the emptiness I feel
Burning my eyes are turning red
strange and sick feeling in my head

Blinded eyes - I could not see
That everybody was laughing at me
Now I'm angry so full of hate
Who helps me out of that twisted state

Knowing now, what everybody knew
So absurd thinking this is [bad word] I felt heaven, when we kissed
But now I know - you don't exist