When visions terrorize my head
When my hope is dead
I'm in my private [bad word] 
When I live in deceit
When I cant' t find, what I seek
I'm in my private [bad word] 
Life is constraint and deceit
Where is my path?
My path, that I seek

I'm falling into my hate
I dont' t want to be no more a slave
I'm digging - I'm digging my own grave
 [bad word] memorys, bloody pictures
I lose - I lose my mind
I'm really frightened of myself

When veiled [bad word] around
I fall to the ground
The devil takes my soul away