Stuck in the learning hole,
 there is no teaching
 that I can subscribe to –
 Just the hatred of being afraid. 

Trapped in a nightmare,
 nothing can alter this.
 Just another daydream,
 calendar sadness. 

Lucid, inducing swarm
 [bad word] closer but getting colder.
 The caustic grip insane. Lucid induced 

Pre-shaping destiny – hiding inside of me.
 Primate illusions of
 how all this should be. 

Next of kin to chaos.