Memories consume
 Like opening the wound
 I'm picking me apart again
 You all assume
 I'm safer in my room
 Unless I try to start again

 [bad word] 
 I don't want to be the one
 Who battles always choose
 Cuz inside I realize
 That I'm the one confused

 I don't know what's worth fighting for
 Or why I have to scream
 I don't know why I instigate
 And say what I don't mean
 I don't know how I got this way
 I know it's not alright
 So I'm breaking the habit
 I'm breaking the habit tonight

 Clutching my cure
 I tightly lock the door
 I try to catch my breath again
 I hurt much more
 Than anytime before
 I have no options left again

 [bad word] 
 I don't want to be the one
 Who battles always choose
 Cuz inside I realize
 That I'm the one confused

 I don't know what's worth fighting for
 Or why I have to scream
 I don't know why I instigate
 And say what I don't mean
 I don't know how I got this way
 I'll never be alright
 So, I'm breaking the habit
 I'm breaking the habit tonight

 I'll paint it on the walls
 Cuz I'm the one that falls
 I'll never fight again
 And this is how it ends

 [bad word] 
 I don't know what's worth fighting for
 Or why I have to scream
 But now I have some clarity
 to show you what I mean
 I don't know how I got this way
 I'll never be alright
 So, I'm breaking the habit
 I'm breaking the habit
 I'm breaking the habit tonight