Just before [bad word] 
Sadness is on.
Just one more moment
And I am leaving

Few words on a small note
While you are asleep
I can only steal away
That’s how I tend to be

There are things I never get to say
The fear in me always in the way
broken heart never mended
hurt I can never forget

little pearl
Locked in a shell
Can not explain
Each breath I’m taking
Can not find the means to an end
To move create one liberated moment
Beauty hides in the deep
Beauty hides in the deep
But it’s so hard to find
Being wrapped up inside

I always wonder
Why don’t I feel
What the world out there is like
And how I can fit in

I don’t expect you to know me
Or how I lost all my dreams
When I can’t even find myself
In the choices I made