Everything has [bad word] so meaningless to me

Grayness fills my days
Emptiness, all I have left

So very futile, it all is
The fight is gone from me

Darkness ate away me
Absorbed into itself

So pointless, is all our [bad word] Why Wouldn't I just lay down and give up

Just to lie down, and wait
For the pain to end

With emptiness I fill my days
I'm waiting, for so long I'll wait
What is there left to be saved now
What is worth being saved?
 [bad word] down on me
Cover myself in the dark
Feel no more pain [bad word] down on me

What will I leave behind
Dust and emptiness
Who will keep my wake
Who will keep my memory
Who will keep my wake