Beginning of end now lost in the time
So many attempts to save nonexistent lifeline
Vain resistance, rejection despair,
The [bad word] - [bad word] nightmare

There is no escape from this vortex of past
All [bad word] life I will wake up aghast
But I must live with this curse in my head
Try to make it my strangh or [bad word] mad

Trying forget the best of my days
Sparks of the laugh, how nice to stargaze
Trying forget all light of bright soul
To protect myself of this madness control

In tides of my passion, in quicksands of the past
Sometimes i can think about freedom at last
From remembrances rescue can't find
I will never be saved, it has prisoned my mind

There is no escape from this vortex of past
All [bad word] life I will wake up aghast
But I must live with this curse in my head
Try to make it my strength or [bad word] mad

Meet again this scarlet sunrise 
Over and over need take this false guise
Meet this day as always before
But changes of mine i can’t ignore

I tried [bad word]  but fall into dark
Impossible hide, the soul is death mark
There is no choice, stop hope to see light
Only way now for me - accepting this fight

There is no escape from this vortex of past
All [bad word] life I will wake up aghast
But I must live with this curse in my head
Try to make it my strength or [bad word] mad