I had nothing to say
and i get lost in the nothingness inside of me
i was confused
and i live it all out to find, but im not the only person wit 
these things in mind
inside of me
but all that they can see the words revealed
is the only real thing that i got left to feel
nothing to lose
just stuck hollow and alone
and the fault is my own and the fault is my own


i wanna heal i wanna feel what i thought was never real
i wanna let go of the pain ive felt so long.
erase all the pain til its gone
i wanna heal i wanna feel like im close to something real.
i wanna find something ive wanted all along
somewhere i belong 

and i got nothing to say. i cant believe i didnt fall right down on my face
i was confused
look at everywhere only to find.
it is not the way i had imagined it all in my mind.
so what am i
what do i have but negativity
cuz i cant [bad word] no one by the way everyone is looking at me
nothing to lose
nothing to gain im hollow and alone
and the fault is my own 
and the fault is my own

I will never know myself until i do this on my own
cuz i will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
i will never be anything til i break away from me
i will break away. ill find myself today