so many stars in the sky and i don’t know why they always have to fall on me. maybe i’m blind to all of the signs that the world never wanted me. i went outside today hoping the sun would burn my face. i went outside today hoping i’d feel something. my body’s weak, it gave up on me. this time i don’t think i’m gonna get out from what i’m underneath. it’s hard to believe another day of rain [bad word] and gone. don’t go she said, i wouldn’t mind but i’m cold inside. i’ve felt this bad for so long that i’m scared i’m fine. save room for me in memories. i’d love to always be a small part of what makes you smile. from time to time just think of me and be glad i’m home. let’s close our eyes, we’ve got time to make each other cry. it’s best this way, i’m used to being left behind. i remember a time when i felt so unlike me. i remember a time when someone could love me. i remember when i still felt alive. don’t go she said, i wouldn’t mind but i’m cold inside. i’ve felt so bad for so long, i’m scared i’m fine.