I caught a chill 
and it's still frozen on my skin 
I think about why 
I'm alone, by myself 
No one else to explain 
how far do I go? 
No one knows 
If the end is so much better, why don't we just live forever? 
Don't tell me I'm the last one in line 
Don't tell me I'm too late this time 
 [bad word] 
I don't want to live 
To waste another day 
Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made 
Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside 
I don't want to fall and say I lost it all 
'Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall 
Leaving pieces of me behind 
And I feel like I'm breaking inside 

Out here, nothings clear 
Except the moment I decided to move on and I ignited 
Disappear into the fear 
You know there ain't [bad word]  back 
When you're still carrying the past 
You can't erase, separate 
Cigarette in my hand, 
Hope you all understand 

I won't be the last one in line 
I finally figured out what's mine 
 [bad word] 
I don't want to live 
To waste another day 
Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made 
'Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside 
I don't want to fall and say I lost it all 
'Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall 
Leaving pieces of me behind 
Leaving pieces of me behind 
And I feel like I'm breaking inside 

I won't be the last one in line, 
I finally figured out what's mine 
 [bad word] 
I don't want to live 
To waste another day 
Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made 
'Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside 
I don't want to fall and say I lost it all 
'Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall 
Leaving pieces of me behind 
Leaving pieces of me behind 
And I feel like I'm breaking inside 
And I feel like I'm breaking, 
I feel like i'm breaking inside