In this cascade of memories I wonder what
could have changed, had I changed
Questioning what and why can’t undo the day
Yes, I realize...
What’s done is done, but the night time raised
the mist to another day in shame

Can I only look back and wonder what
could have changed, had I changed?
Time is ebbing away, but it's in [bad word] today
What’s done is done but the migraine still
persists and the autumn rain remains

Show me the nearest well to drown my [bad word] shallow pool
shallow pool of hope will do
Show me the nearest well to wash my tears away
shallow pool
shallow pool of hope will do

Can I only look back and wonder

What could have changed, had I…?