can hardly move on my own. nightmares are now down to losing the lid to my cap. you're so young and you just sit there in your seat. trade me bodies now that i've [bad word] so stuck in this nest. i've [bad word] a burden to all of you. i want life. more like you i want more life. you can't call this life. put me to sleep for good. at least then i can talk and walk in heaven with my son.