Life experiences are so good but this one has stolen a piece of my open-mindedness
She concealed her devotion from me to secure her elegance 
I felt a heavy weight so long, and it would not have been so overwhelming
If she wouldn’t have kept behind closed doors what was [bad word] 
Life is so good but the overwhelming line she has drawn is so mean 
I look back at the “she and I” cold case to-and-fro between
The overwhelming line she has drawn is so mean, 
By misconduct she [bad word] what was just a beginning 

I took actions without thinking of consequences while my love and tenderness increased
She knew how weak I was and she stole my kindliness to fulfil her needs
I went through love with that girl but I never realised she was devastating me

I never thought that weight would have remained; I got you under my skin,
Like a man under the ice reflecting his own dying scene
I consider myself writing down these lyrics, as a tree releasing a leaf