Plastic needles in my skin
 Don't ask me what they're for
 no clue, except for pain and shock
 You tied me to the bed to mock

 my eyelids kept wide open
 so I can see all that you do
 All this liquid in my eyes [bad word] inside my world, friend, if you dare... the curse

 It's cold, I shiver while I sweat
 room without a glimpse of sunlight
 my head is shaved, my body [bad word]  Can't feel my fingers, everything is numb... the curse

 Your reality is twisted
 It seems you just don't notice
 that all you do to me
can never touch me mentally,

 but you can do all this to me
 It's not like it would matter
 Much worse than, so much worse than that
 I can't get you out of my head

 Where is that strong human will now?
 guess there are things you can't escape from...
 I don't know, but something isn't right here...
 I guess what you expect from me is fear... the curse

 I stare....but there is nothing I can see
 God knows, with only one hand I could...
 your giggles reach me from next door
 I wonder what is this all for? ... the curse