standing alone with no direction
how did I fall so far behind?
why I searching for perfection?
Knowing it's something I won't find

in my fear and flaws
i let myself down again
all because

 [bad word] 
till the silence splits me open
 [bad word] 
till it puts me underground
till I have no breath
and no roads left but one

when did I lose my sense of purpose?
can I regain what's lost inside?
why do I feel like I deserve this?
why does my pain look like my pride?

in my fear and flaws
i let myself down again
all because
i let myself down
in my fear and flaws

 [bad word] 
till the silence splits me open
 [bad word] 
till it puts me underground
till I have no breath
and no roads left but one
no roads left but one

in my fear and flaws
i let myself down again
all because

 [bad word] 
and the silence splits me open
 [bad word] 
and it puts me underground
but there's no regret
and no roads left [bad word]