I, I'm living life on my own
Why, oh why
When he's everywhere that I go
So what now
I figure out what to say
But my oh my
Everytime I try
I get numb inside again
And everytime, it's the same
 [bad word] 
Oh my God did I die
I can feel my body's trying hard to breath
When he's leaning in over me
I, I'm feeling like a teen again
I never felt so alive
But I see him turn and walk the other way
And it's burning inside of me
Why, I didn't try to make him stay
Oh my God did I die

I, I'm trying hard to get by
My oh my
And I lie awake in the night
But why, oh why
And I see your face everywhere
So what now
Don't know what to do
To get over you, I pray
But you're here again, everyday
 [bad word] 
Oh my God did I die
I can feel my body's trying hard to breath
When he's leaning in over me
I, I suffocate in make-believe
I can't break out of this lie
I see him turn and walk the other way
And it's burning inside of me
Why, I couldn't make him stay
Oh my God did I die
 [bad word] 

Did I die
Everytime I try
I feel warm inside, again
Don't know what to do
How to get over you, and I pray
Every night and day
 [bad word] 
Oh did I die
When he's leaning in over me
I, I'm feeling like a teen again
I never felt so alive
But I see him turn and walk the other way
It's burning inside of me
Why, I didn't try to make him stay

Oh my God did I die
Everytime I try
I get numb inside, again
Don't know what to do
How to get over you, and I pray
Every night and day
Inside of me, why
Why, he didn't stay
Oh my God did I die