boy of anguish, now he's a man of soul
Traded in his misery for the lonely life of the road
The years were [bad word] to him 
No, he won't let them go
Lays awake tryna' find the man inside to pack his bags and escape this world

I've never been so torn up in all of my life
I should have seen [bad word] 
I've never felt so hopeless than I do tonight
I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm moving on

He wanted to change the world, to make it all worthwhile
So he put his pen to paper and poured out everything inside
His red eyes tearing up at the man that he'd became
Slowly, but surely on the fast track to falling into his grave

I've never been so torn up in all of my life
I should have seen [bad word] 
I've never felt so hopeless than I do tonight
I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm moving on

I can't believe [bad word] so far in such a time
And I'm still fighting on my own
If I stop to catch my breath up I might never breathe again, so just know this:

I've never been so torn up in all of my life, I can't believe I let myself break down

I've never been so torn up in all of my life
I should have seen [bad word] 
I've never felt so hopeless than I do tonight
I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm moving on

I've never been so torn up in all of my life
I should have seen [bad word] 
I've never felt so hopeless than I do tonight
I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm moving on

boy of anguish now, he's a man of soul
Traded in his misery for the lonely life of the road