[Verse 1:]
Smokin' on the loudest out
Tryna see through a cloud of doubt
Goin' till a pound is out
We all got problems too proud to pout
More than '99, I ain't about to count
Takin' long walks when I'm out and about
Dreaming 10 mil just to round amount
Used to look for direction, till I found a route
Wonder how the charts feel
Paranoia thoughts stay dark, still
Everyday I'm here I try to write songs
Cause I know the beat'll longer than my heart will
Yeah, tryna see every state
No white lighters, hope I see 28
You can tell my girl i'mma [bad word]  late
Can't tell how much longer she's gonna wait
real good girl with a dirt bag guy
She could probably do better than me
Like a rich [bad word] lawyer with a house and car
Who takes care of her and never leaves
Man, [bad word] I try my best
Nobody here for me to try and impress
I'd rather chase a dream
Than be content to sit behind a desk
I used to live with the highest stress
But [bad word] it, I digress
Just believe

[Verse 2:]
Lately I've been losing sleep
Stressed, sorry if my mood is deep
No one to talk to, I use the beat
couple bad habits that I choose to keep
My intake of booze is steep
Pop a couple of pills that I use to sleep
I think I took a few this week
I'm trying to adjust to the hugest leap
I'm living off this music, here
But I'm afraid of failing
That's the [bad word]  sincere
My anxiety is getting too severe
But I ain't giving up, there's no excuses here
Dying young might be my [bad word] fear
But now my future's bright and my view is clear
Told her I'mma get it, I'mma do it, dear
There's no way in [bad word] I could lose this year
I worked 10 years 'fore it ever paid off
You don't know what I had to trade off
I shed tears when my moms got laid off
Life's never fair, it never plays soft
I'mma go get it, I'mma do it for my folks
Every day I'm out, man I always do the most
You would do the same [bad word] if you was on the ropes [bad word] gets realer when you zooming up close
Just believe