Memories and silence fills each room 
Overwhelming heavy as the tidal waves consume 
Buried underneath the dust & gloom 
Relics are reminders of my family of two 
Pictures of a happy bride and groom 
Ferry rides around the harbor on our honeymoon 
Wedding gifts of pots and pans 
Sleeping while were holding hands 
As gracie lays upon us as we spoon 

How could i ever be so blind that i could not see 
How could i ever stray from what has meant so much to me 
How could i ever gain her [bad word] without the guarantees 
Of who i am or where i'll be 
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So now we live in fear of the unknown 
Insecure and skepticle her in [bad word] in me was blown 
Despite the past we face we both have grown 
Through the pain to find the strength together or alone 

How could i ever be so blind that i could not see 
How could i ever stray from what has meant so much to me 
How could i ever gain her [bad word] without the guarantees 
Of who i am or where i'll be 

How could i ever be so blind that i could not see 
How could i ever stray from what has meant so much to me 
How could i ever gain her [bad word] without the guarantees 
Of who i am or where i'll be