The first month after you left I drank and jerked off till I slept. 
I went to work when I had to then came home.
I fed the dog when I had to. I fed myself when I had to. 
I went out of town when I had to. And then came home. 
And I know this won't last forever 
but it feels like forever since we've been together, 
till we'll be together again. 
Second month after you left I still felt real depressed 
but I've got plenty of other things to spend my time on. 
I hate whiny, [bad word] songs like this but I can't afford a therapist.
Sorry guys, here's a solo. 
And it's harder to be yourself than it is to be anybody else. 
I wish that I was someone closer to you.
And I know this won't last forever 
but it feels like forever since we've been together, 
till we'll be together again. 
WHOO