Here I am standing, darkness all around. 
Thinking of past, taken my last breath, the air is cold as ice.
No one close to hear my voice,
Did not leave me with a choice.
Heaven will you wait for me? 

Will I find a way, will I find a place,
Will you let me go in peace? 
Will I find a way to the other side? 

Sad are memories from the life I lived.
Cannot go on, cannot go further,
It has to end right here.
For the things that I have done, 
All the girls I lost and won,
Let me rest in peace at last. 

Will I find a way, will I find a place,
Will you let me go in peace,
Leave behind those dark days?
No, I ask again will you hear my cries?
Then you realize why oh why 
I must find a way to the other side. 

Hear them whisper calling out my name, 
The sentences is set, the hammer has fallen, 
I have paid the price.
Sad to realize too late death was meant to be my fate - 
All this pain will follow me. 

Will I find a way, will I find a place, 
Will you let me go in peace,
Leave behind those dark days?
No, I ask again will you hear my cries?
Then you realize why oh why 
I must find a way to the other side.