Freezing to death in this rain, i still remember the day, i never thought id remember your name, you said you would always be there for me but you never remained forever i drained these memories of everything sane once psychotic but the clocked and shot it next to our brain the clip was empty so i never felt the pleasure of pain.but i seriously wish on that day, that thing was equipped with bullets i pulled the trigger. now love lets see some [bad word] to pull it, all of this inconsilling, nothing can save this killing, i thought you cared for me,
why [bad word] away from feelings, you hold it in your eyes, it wouldnt be to begin, that was jibberish after this you wont be breathing again, i was deceived by a friend within the demon within telling me not to do what i needed but i wasnt believing him, you [bad word] lied you told me you would be by my side, if i would of know this was going to happen i would of tried and make everything better, instead of letting it rise, you could never decide, whats worse you were letting me die inside, you [bad word] up but i dont care coz its over, iv been in colder situations now that im dirty sober and i promise i would share the pain i had with you, outside of your window with a sniper rifle and im aiming it at you

stay the [bad word] away from me [bad word] i hate you, there aint no body around that can save you, for what you rightfully deserve for leaving me, not needing me, never was there never believed in me (x2)

i pulled the trigger to get her [bad word] attention, i should have murdered the both of them but i have nothing against them, i ran up six flights of steps, ready to sacrifice, wasting my last bullet shooting the sky, i cashed my knife, now with full force, of course the door had a latch inside, so i kicked it open and noticed her and her man inside, i yelled, dont act like you never [bad word] deserve this, i swung my fist, she fell face first to the surface, i blacked her eye, that [bad word] tried to pull a gat instead, i swipped it from his hand, and stabbed him in the abdomen, he screamed with dying tones, not once did he act the dream, both unconscious so i cover their bodies with gasoline, cant breath, bad luck the [bad word] i had it, my friend hesitated and then said [bad word] it and lit the match, if only you would have cared you would of seen how nice i am but you never wanted me so listen you die for him