My son, take this information though it may seem unbearable. All of this is part of a plan, don't get emotional.

Why does it have to be this way? I don't know what to [bad word] out of reasons here, don't believe a word of it. Never was a warning shot, never came an ambulance. All the words are spilling out, soaking up the silence now.

So stay, say it's OK. I want to fix you. I want to take it away. Out of your mind. Out of your body, we'll leave this behind and leave out the hardest goodbye.

Two words. Who would ever thought that two words could leave me incapable. And I'm trying to understand but it seems impossible. I just want to beat the ground, I just want to curse the clouds. When will the weather change? Open up and take the rain.
 [bad word] 
Telling summer to make room for all this to pass. To shine on the future and erase the past. I am not a stranger to all [bad word] at a cost and I'm patiently waiting. We are not strangers...no...I think we're just lost. Lost in the unknown.