Here I stand,
nothing more than a broken man starring death in the face.
All my mistakes have got a hold on me again.
Here we go,
another day, another fork in the road.
I never know who to [bad word] 
will someone just tell me which way to go?
I need a sign.
I need a miracle! 
I need to know that this is possible.
I've just failed so many times,
is there any way that I could make it right?
God, if you're there I need to hear you [bad word] back to me love, I forgive you.
Oh how I've missed you!
Just know every time [bad word] I'll be right here waiting!
This is no ordinary love.
Listen up, Listen up!
This is no ordinary love.
Listen up this is unconditional!
I'm so afraid to admit that you're real
cause I'm afraid of what I might feel
when your words start [bad word] to life
& it brings my demons into the light but I know you're here.
post [bad word] I shiver as you whisper in my ear, "Child have no [bad word] back to me love, I forgive you.
Oh how I've missed you!
Just know every time [bad word] I'll be right here [bad word] back to me love.
I hope you know I'm always with you.
I forgive you!
We lose faith in things unseen,
unsure of what to believe,
just dying to be loved when love's right in front of us.
We give up on our hopes & dreams, & let doubt take everything.
The door will open when we realize we don't hold the key.
I tried to save myself but I [bad word] back to me love, I forgive you.
Oh how I've missed you!
Just know every time [bad word] I'll be right here [bad word] back to me love.
I hope you know I'm always with you.
I forgive you!