my unbalanced soul is unleashed
 pliable desires [bad word] real
 in my dreams
 I try in vain
 to sleep on hopes and conquer
 the images of despair
 oh...untouched beauty..
 undo my anger
 cherish my pain..painless one
 once my precious...now...
 be regretful with my frailty
 give me shelter in the darkness
 and protect me from innocence
 helpless am I ..am I so helpless ?
 I am restless...release me...
 confusing thoughts
 forsaken [bad word]  losing the grasp
 falling into insanity
 ...but don't ignore
 your weakness for me...