in the field of my soul
 i lay down and awake ?
 with the knowledge
 of the once forgotten
 seeking harmony within myself
 an afterglow of a vague memory
 softly veils my demise
 excelling myself in my own
 ...betrayal
 drowned in oceans of vice
 virtue is lost
 exiled into the barest part
 of my own nature
 another afterglow of the past
 now softly veils my plight
 disgracefully I am the beholder
 of this tragedy
 condemned to be my own...
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