White headed wisemen decipher your scars
Trying to read between the layers
Hold me tight, break my spine
Put me back into [bad word] of your womb
Let me suck your festering wounds
I’ll grow strong on pus and blood

For I am the first and the last
I am the honored one and the scorned one
I am the [bad word] and the holy one
I am the wife and the virgin
I am the mother and the daughter
I am the members of my mother

The crown and the scepter of living cells
Pitiful regalia
“Love surrounds us all”
Thus spoke her dead majesty

I am she whose wedding is great
And I have not taken a husband
I am the midwife and she who does not bear
I am the solace of my labor pains
I am the bride and the bridegroom
And it is my husband who begot me
I am the mother of my father and the sister of my husband
And he is my offspring

Selfish [bad word]  mother paranoia
Cannot live without your poisonous milk
Cannot live without your lethal caress

Life is a cancer
Unnatural state
Kiss me, cure me
Mother death