the death is near and i can feel it in my bones
as time goes by now i walking all alone
the clock is ticking i am closer to an end
you will find my body with a hole in [bad word] head

in the night i just wanna close my eyes
cause in the dark i can see [bad word] 
and when my head will roll on this [bad word] floor
i will see myself like i never saw before

i'm marked with death and cold
from the start to the end 
cause i see a real escape in dying

over the edge and back, im stuck
in between this and the other side
world is slowly turns to gray and black
i will die not knowing why i [bad word] back

i am the last [bad word] man that the earth can carry
taste of mud in my mouth after i'll be buried
shifting down all whats left in the world i've stuck in
you will see me smiling when they hold my [bad word] coffin

they told i am the one you never should be
cause all that i am is a mess you can see
i am unwanted child just walking on the earth
the home for dead body like me is [bad word] hearse