broken window,
An open door,
cold wind blowing,
Some leaves strewn about the floor,
Rain drops falling down from the ceiling,
wall with cracking paint
Something dead in the sink

Is this world lost? [bad word] sense?
Nothing more to say
I cannot believe my eyes!

Is this world a ghost,
dead man waiting,
forgotten king?
I can not believe my eyes! (I don’t know!)

I’m out of breath
Is that the better life that you promised?
I’m out of breath
I don’t want to realize it is hopeless
Are better days [bad word] 
Is that life changing?
Will I find my breath again?

I feel drained
I feel drained
From fighting fears each day

I feel drained
I feel drained
Who could accept to live this way?

I’m so tired of feeling ashamed
Of living this way