https://mirrorofparanoia [bad word] 2013/12/30/satsuriku-no-keifu-denkare/

初めに神は混沌の
静寂から天地を分かち
創られた神々達は
嫉妬に狂い殺し合う

神ですらも
欲に溺れる

声を奪われた金糸雀のように
愛でられるだけで良い
鳥籠の中静かに死なせて
殺戮の系譜が身を焦がす

神のオキテを
未だ受け継ぐ
神に背いた
罰を科しても

始まりが神だとすれば
終わりも神なのだろうか
それならば最後は神も
消えて死んで逝くのだろうか

神ですらも
策に溺れる

翼を捥がれた金糸雀のように
慈しまれれば良い
自由など疾うの昔に捨てた
殺戮の系譜を身に宿し

神のオキテを
未だ受け継ぐ
神に背いた
罰を科しても

声にならない声で
自らを戒め

声を奪われた金糸雀のように
愛でられるだけで良い
鳥籠の中静かに死なせて
殺戮の系譜が身を焦がす

神のオキテを
未だ受け継ぐ
神に背いた
罰を科しても

憎しみと戯れの全て
担いてひとりで朽ち逝く

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hajime ni kami wa konton no
shijima kara tenchi wo wakachi
tsukurareta kamigamitachi wa
 [bad word] [bad word] koroshiau

kami desura mo
yoku ni [bad word] 

koe wo ubawareta kanaria no youni
 [bad word] dakede ii
torikago no naka shizukani shinasete
satsuriku no keifu ga mi wo kogasu

kami no okite wo
ima da uketsugu
kami ni somuita
bachi wo [bad word] 

hajimari ga kami da to sureba
owari mo kami nano darou ka
sorenaraba saigo wa kami mo
kiete shindeyuku no darou ka

kami desura mo
saku ni [bad word] 

tsubasa mugareta kanaria no youni
itsukushimarereba ii
jiyuu nado tou no mukashi ni suteta
satsuriku no keifu wo mi ni tadosu

kami no okite wo
ima da uketsugu
kami ni somuita
bachi wo [bad word] 

koe ni naranai koe de
mizukara wo imashime

koe wo ubawareta kanaria no youni
 [bad word] dakede ii
torikago no naka shizukani shinasete
satsuriku no keifu ga mi wo kogasu

kami no okite wo
ima da uketsugu
kami ni somuita
bachi wo [bad word] 

nikushimi to tawamure no subete
ninaite hitori de kuchiyuku

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At the beginning, gods were amorphous
Then, from silence, heaven and earth borne
And gods awakened that day,
Blinded by jealousy, killed each other

Even gods
Drown inside greed

I’m like a canary whose voice has been stolen
But is still loved
Inside this birdcage, please, let peacefully die
This ancestry of slaughters that burns with love

God’s law
Has been inherited
I went against gods
And I’ve been punished

Since gods are the beginning
Aren’t they also the end?
If that’s so, will the end be
When gods will be dead?

Even gods
Drown into plans

I’m like a canary whose wings have been tore off
But will be fine if it’ll be loved
I’ve thrown away freedom a long time ago
To carry inside me this ancestry of slaughters

God’s law
Has been inherited
I went against gods
And I’ve been punished

With a soundless voice
They warned myself

I’m like a canary whose voice has been stolen
But is still loved
Inside this birdcage, please, let peacefully die
This ancestry of slaughters that burns with love

God’s law
Has been inherited
I went against gods
And I’ve been punished

Everything that’s hatred and fun
I bear it alone, while rotting