So I want you for me to die



Hide your bloodveined eyes Swallow your loneliness



The voice pressures in

Your words that ask for me The joy of being needed

I bite my nails just a little



Hide your crying wrists The spilling milk The



persistent cat [bad word] silent

You don't want it but can't take your eyes off of the spilled milk

Is that love ? Mistake ?

I look at you just a little



I picture the swaying vision Of the reality [bad word] real You test me persistently

You get angry when I don't agree You lose yourself

And I fall in love with you once again



Can't be touched Won't be touched



blind sorrow



I know it's hard for you to wait for me, so don't cry, go ahead and sleep

What do you want from me? If I say to you that you look beautiful, will you be able to sleep?



You stare at the flowers by the window, without even blinking

You want what you can't have, You wish to be pregnant But the only thing you can't hear is this child's...

It's so dark and dark and dreadful Lets calm down with an old tale

I am good at pretending to cry So I spill the milk and smile and I yell her the [bad word] about not being pregnant



Don't do an excessive thing.