i dont wanna say goodbye
but sometimes things just dont go as wed like
all i wanna do is cry
say my farewells pack up and leave tonight

farewell miss i know that you can care less
but im sorry for everything i was careless
but i need you to know that i love you so much
and ive been drinking myself to sleep my souls [bad word] acouple more shots i know im gonna go nuts
i cant deal with the fact you left me with no [bad word] i was in love with you how could you do this to me
actually i did this to myself, what a tragedy!
and now what do i do?
where do i go?
cuz everywhere i go i see your face
its hard starting over
trying to find another shoulder
to lean on
i feel like my whole life just got peed on
they say time heals but dammit i wanna stop time and feel this pain
as crazy as it sounds to me its sane
and i like it, why? cuz i feel like were still united
in some weird way i dont wanna fight it

i dont wanna say goodbye
but sometimes things just dont go as wed like
all i wanna do is cry
say my farewells pack up and leave tonight

i wrote you the other day and you didnt write back!
its like that!? after all the [bad word] we been through!?
i cant believe you! i know i [bad word] up!
but look within you and find some love and stop being stuck up!
you keep sending me to voicemail!
im annoyed, [bad word] , [bad word] you coulda atleast sent a text
but your probably busy kissing someone elses lips
while im sitting here cleaning my shoes from this [bad word] 
youre hard headed a sharp headache
i need help call a medic
i just cut myself, yea i did it
without you im nothing dont you get it!?
everytime that i said i loved you i meant it!
you turn and tell me you hate me and regret that
we ever met, i cant believe you just said that
youre so cold you just hit me so low
i cant take this nomo so hit the road

i dont wanna say goodbye
but sometimes things just dont go as wed like
all i wanna do is cry
say my farewells pack up and leave tonight

some things just dont seem the way they do
one day you tell me i love you and only you
i wake up to find out it was a dream
youre telling you hate me, youre leaving me
people change everything changes
we go from best friends then [bad word] strangers
we go from seeing eachother everyday then
farewell to never seeing your face again

i cant get you outta of my head
so im out of bed at 4 in the morning
wishing i was dead
but for some odd reason i cant do it
for some reason i needed to write
whats on my mind and whats going through it
cuz if i dont ill prolly suffocate
why do you have so much hate
towards me you need some loving babe
god i [bad word] love you i hate myself
for falling in love with you
just to find out all i did was trouble you
my heart is aching im medicated
i tried meditating
but nothing works i dont even feel sedated
i wish you could feel what i feel for one second
i wreckon you would jump out your window bare naked [bad word] humiliation, you do anything to get me back
opinions wouldnt matter what they thought in fact
you would tell everyone to [bad word] themselves good
and do everything to have me if you could

i dont wanna say goodbye
but sometimes things just dont go as wed like
all i wanna do is cry
say my farewells pack up and leave tonight