I dusted off my angry [bad word] 
Put it back on, for good luck
I’m surprised it still fits me
I polished off my second pint
I can see just who’d you’d like
For me to be

And I forgot your words hurt me
But you forgot pain might be
My favorite way to feel

And I forgot our history
And everything it means to me
I’m sorry

Say your prayers,
Count the nights
I’ve been here
I’m still here

Did I fail you now?
Like you thought I would
Does it matter now?
I don’t think it should
Did I fail you now?
Like you thought I would
Did I leave you now?
Like you thought I would

I dusted off my angry [bad word] 
Put it back on for good luck
I’m surprised it still fits

They’re just thoughts…