im so so so so nice
til u [bad word] w me then im still nice except im hurt inside
and once upon a time you asked me for my skype
before you ever call me we’ll both probably die

i try to be really open about my flaws like
see im stabbing myself so you dont have to try
i am just an arcade game being played by life
the score is my anxiety level and it’s high

look at me and then roll your eyes
cos if you dont i’ll just imagine that you did inside
close your eyes and count to 10 so i [bad word] and hide
and i’ll [bad word] and pray i [bad word] out alive

i dont know the appropriate way to respond and i
would rather you just lie and i would rather i just die
than have you look away for any measure of time
please dont be silent cos i’ll fill in all the blanks with sighs

i’ll make you cry like when aeris died
so i [bad word] over and make it right late at night
let [bad word] closer let me fantasize
a little bit and let me know when you’re repaired and fine

let me know when youre impaired and you find
yourself in need of some assistance [bad word] right
you know i’m so so down for that anytime
you know i’m so so down im so [bad word] up like