I'm in a dark place. Thats always changing. Can't make my mind up who is right and who is wrong. I've been told so many stories. But never wittnessed the [bad word]  I can't explain what was there before. Seen what I'm seeing once again. Not even a sweet dream. Can't explain this nightmare. I know I'll reach another life. Darker than mine. Another chance. Living another life. Scatter the ashes. Let the devil do his work.