The darkness falls upon the trees at night.
My voices say it's time to feed my own sight.
Further from sane i cannot move again.
Engulfed in the in dread it's breaking up my life.
Going forward. I learn from my mistakes. 
Division of my own self leaves me wondering what I've [bad word] 

When I'm alone to think of my torture 
I never have to pretend i love you. 
I have no conscience: I [bad word]  
I'd lie to replace what I imagine. 
You don't have to watch me fall. 

Just one one more time dear,
you know i have to. 
I never wanted to hurt you, hurt you. 
Division of my own self leaves me wondering hat I've [bad word] 

When I'm alone to think of my torture 
I never have to pretend i love you. 
I have no conscience: I [bad word]  
I'd lie to replace what I imagine. 
You don't have to watch me fall. 

Whatever's pulling keeps on pulling me much closer to my heaven. 
When I am with you i can feel my goodness it's like im in heaven. 
The shock of waking up in fear that death in near will never happen.  [bad word] down; [bad word] down for you. [bad word] down; [bad word] down for you.

When I'm alone to think of my torture
I never have to pretend i love you. 
I have no conscience: I [bad word]  
I'd lie to replace what I imagine. 
When I am with you,
my game is over. 
I [bad word] with my flase lover. 
Nothing can break me, i have no conscience. 
Nothing will stop me, 
until i stop this.