This ugly sun  [bad word] through the ocean of sky [bad word] down 
to the deep
to see me only twice a week. 

This foreign sun 
makes me numb
with it's frozen light. 
There is no living thing 
but me 
which it can further.

I'm far away, I'm far away from home
I'm trapped in time
no one would kill the fatted calf
if I'll return

I know, I know,
My private sun is dead
for a long long time.
But I can stand it
'cause in heaven 
everything is fine.

so here are thou.
In space 
no one can hear you scream. 

stay in my space,
in my space,
face to [bad word] on and stay with me [bad word] my newborn [bad word] split my lonelyness
in two segments